Wonder how, wonder why

I've always wanted to know the future.

Or at least know all the possibilities before hand so I won't be taken aback when something happens, as I am already aware of it.

Of course this includes considering the good things and the bad things, which obviously aren't pleasant to think of.

Wondering too much, and probably that's why deja vu occurs too often, as I've already considered the possibility of ana event occuring and it does somehow seem so familiar, ie same time, same place, same feeling.

I hate uncertainties.