Illusion

Illusion

That's what I call it. I've been enjoying myself way too much after my finals.
And I feel guilty because the results will be out as soon as August 18th.
And all I'm doing is lazing around, helping mother with house work, learning how to cook, cleaning up the house, joining my friends for short road trips, and surfing the net.

All these illusions are helping me. Helping me avoid the actual tension of anxiously awaiting my results. Results which will determine which university I get to. Either to LSE , Glasgow , or UCAS clearing. Universities which will determine my future. My future of being an accountant. An accountant of high standards. Then perhaps a tax consultant someday.

But I shouldn't worry about the future. So, I'll worry about the present.
LSE!!! Please accept me!

A prayer for all of you guys and girls.
May all my friends get into the universities of their choice and I hope I do too.

Thank you God.

D-day August 18th.

The countdown begins now...